Archive for May, 2007

Unlimited Space

Friday, May 25th, 2007

Haiz.. Just now i ’song song’ upload photos, den suddenly it says " You Do Not Have Enough Space Left On Your Account To Upload This File". WTF! Then onli I went to see my Control Panel and noticed that Friendster onli give 50 megabytes.   Picture_1_3
Aiyuh.. Why Friendster so kedekut wan har? Probably I should open another new one in blogspot (well, I got blogspot actually, but I havent renew or updated anything for such a long period joh) or maybe xanga. But.. on the other hand, friendster blog follow me for so long liao.. If suddenly I dont write in here, feel like a waste joh. Sei mou…

Who can donate your few Megabytes to me har?? If only friendster can open up one new donation, den I will start and beg people who open blogs but dont write nor put pictures to donate me some MB of theirs >.<

Advertising Award 05

Friday, May 25th, 2007

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Title: Vasir
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Description: Vasir Breweries created a nice little anti drinking and driving message on their bottles. Once the beer had been opened the car printed on the cap appeared to be bent. With the message “Don’t Drink and Drive” on the back. Nice idea.


 

Avril Lavigne

Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007

Wedding
Here, Avril Got married… I just knew it recently, probably last 1-2weeks.
For MTV : (click me to view my wedding)

Girlfriend

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
For MTV : (click me to view)

Hey, hey, you, you
I don’t like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it’s not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

You’re so fine I want you mine you’re so delicious
I think about you all the time you’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright…)

Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And hell yeah, I’m the mother ****ing princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right (I’m right…)

She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don’t like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it’s not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again…)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again…)

Because…

She’s like so whatever
And you could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don’t like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it’s not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

(Uh)
In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
‘Cause I can, ’cause I can do it better
There’s no other, so when’s it gonna sink in
She’s so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

(Uh)
In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
‘Cause I can, ’cause I can do it better
There’s no other, so when’s it gonna sink in
She’s so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I don’t like your girlfriend (Yes)
No way, no way (No way)
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I could be your girlfriend

(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I know that you like me
No way, no way (No way)
No, it’s not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I want to be your girlfriend
(No way, no way)

(Hey hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I don’t like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

(Hey hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way
No, it’s not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

Hey, hey!

Alone

Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007

I’m not talking about I’m Alone or something like Home Alone III ok!!… I’m talking about ALONE. Is a Horror Thai movie that going to be air on 21 June this year. Really looking forward to watch it, cause the director was from "SHUTTER". I luv Shutter. It’s scary. So… haha.. ALONE, Here I come…

Description: Looking roughly at Pim’s life, she is just another ordinary woman. She moved from Thailand and started a new life in Korea with her caring and loving husband. But one night, a phone call from Thailand changes her life forever. Pim learns that her mother is gravely ill with an unknown disease, and she and her husband Lee rush back to Thailand.

The moment she arrives in Thailand, the flashbacks begin-painful memories, long buried, along with a strange familiar feeling. These things only grow stronger, as she reaches the house where she grew up. She is inundated with a nostalgia that is sweet, but with an undercurrent of terror, a realization that someone is “there,” right beside her, always. And that someone had always been there.

The secret of Pim and her family has slowly been revealed: she was once a Siamese twin! Ten years ago, Pim and her conjoined twin sister underwent as operation to separate them. But her sister died during the attempt. And now, Pim suddenly feels her presence once more, relentlessly.

Will she regain the normal life she once had – her own and hers alone?

Hopefully this movie is nice to watch. Air on 21 June huh? N 20 June is goin to be Justin’s Burfday!! Howeva, he will always be young in his 22. Isn’t that sweet? Goin to  pay a visit to him around his burfday nerrrr… who wanna join eh?

Qian li zhi wai - Faraway

Friday, May 18th, 2007

This Song and Lyric + Translation dedicate to my Ken Koh …

Mtv

 Composer: Jay Chou - Qian li zhi wai
 Lyricist: Vincent Fang

Song available: (click me)  - Faraway
For MTV : (click me to view)

( zhou ) wu yan ru xuan ya
feng ling ru cang hai
wo deng yan gui lai
shi jian bei an pai
yan yi chang yi wai
ni qiao ran zou kai
gu shi zai cheng wai
nong wu san bu kai
kan bu qing dui bai
ni ting bu chu lai
feng sheng bu cun zai
shi wo zai gan kai

meng xing lai
shi shui zai chuang tai
ba jie ju da kai
na bo ru chan yi de wei lai
jing bu qi shui lai chai

( fei ) wo song ni li kai
qian li zhi wai
ni wu sheng hei bai
chen mo nian dai
huo xu bu gai
tai yao yuan de xiang ai
wo song ni li kai
tian ya zhi wai
ni shi fou hai zai
qin sheng he lai
sheng si nan cai
yong yi sheng
qu deng dai

RAP: wen lei sheng ru lin
xun li hua bai
zhi de yi hang
qing tai
tian zai shan zhi wai
yu luo hua tai
wo liang bin ban bai
wen lei sheng ru lin
xun li hua bai
zhi de yi hang
qing tai
tian zai shan zhi wai
yu luo hua tai
wo deng ni lai

( fei ) yi shen liu li bai
tou ming zhe chen ai
ni wu xia de ai
ni cong yu zhong lai
shi hua le bei ai
wo lin shi xian zai

( zhou ) fu rong shui mian cai
chuan xing ying you zai
ni que bu hui lai
bei sui yue fu gai
ni shuo de hua kai
guo qu cheng kong bai

( fei ) meng xing lai
shi shui zai chuang tai
ba jie ju da kai

( zhou )
na bo ru chan yi de wei lai
jing bu qi shui lai chai

( fei ) wo song ni li kai
qian li zhi wai
ni wu sheng hei bai
chen mo nian dai
huo xu bu gai
tai yao yuan de xiang ai

( zhou )
wo song ni li kai
tian ya zhi wai
ni shi fou hai zai
qin sheng he lai
sheng si nan cai
yong yi sheng

( fei )
wo song ni li kai
qian li zhi wai
ni wu sheng hei bai
chen mo nian dai
huo xu bu gai
tai yao yuan de xiang ai

( zhou )
wo song ni li kai
tian ya zhi wai
ni shi fou hai zai
qin sheng he lai

( fei )
sheng si nan cai

( he ) yong yi sheng
qu deng dai

TRANSLATIONS:
  Composer: Jay Chou - Beyond A Thousand Miles (Faraway)
 
Lyricist: Vincent Fang

 

(Jay) The roof is like a cliff
The wind chimes are like the blue sea
I wait for the swallow to return
The time has been arranged
To act out an accident
You quietly leave
The story is outside the city
The heavy fog won’t disperse
Can’t see the dialogue clearly
You cannot tell by listening
The sound of the wind doesn’t exist
It is me who is sighing with regret

I waken from the dream
Who is at the windowsill
Opening the ending?
That future which is as thin as a cicada’s wings
Cannot withstand being torn apart by whom

(Fei) I send you away
Beyond a thousand miles
You are silent, black and white
The silent era
Perhaps it shouldn’t have been
The too distant love
I send you away
Beyond the end of the sky
Are you still there?
Where is the sound of the piano coming from?
It’s hard to predict life and death
I use all my life
To wait

Rap: I hear sounds of tears so I enter the woods
Searching for the white pear flower
I only get a row of moss
The sky is beyond the mountains
The rain falls down on the flower stands
I’m grey at the temples
I hear sounds of tears so I enter the woods
Searching for the white pear flower
I only get a row of moss
The sky is beyond the mountains
The rain falls down on the flower stands
I wait for you to come

(Fei) Glazed white all over you
Transparent like dust
Your flawless love
From the rain you come
The poem becomes sorrowful
I’m drenched now

(Jay) Pick up the lotus from the water surface
It’s as if the shadows of the boat sailing are still there
Yet you don’t come back
Covered by the years
The flower you spoke of blossomed
The past becomes blank

(Fei) I waken from the dream
Who is at the windowsill
Opening the ending?
(Jay) That future which is as thin as a cicada’s wings
Cannot withstand being torn apart by whom

(Fei) I send you away
Beyond a thousand miles
You are silent, black and white
The silent era
Perhaps it shouldn’t have been
The too distant love

(Jay) I send you away
Beyond the end of the sky
Are you still there?
Where is the sound of the piano coming from?
It’s hard to predict life and death
I use all my life

(Fei) I send you away
Beyond a thousand miles
You are silent, black and white
The silent era
Perhaps it shouldn’t have been
The too distant love

(Jay) I send you away
Beyond the end of the sky
Are you still there?
Where is the sound of the piano coming from?

(Fei) It’s hard to predict life and death

(Together) I use all my life
To wait

Don’t Matter

Thursday, May 17th, 2007

  Akon - Don’t Matter

Song available: (click me)  Don’t Matter

Konvict Konvict

Oh
Ohoohwooe
Oooh
Ooohhwooe

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon’ fight
Oh yes we gon’ fight
Believe we gon’ fight
We gon’ fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we’d last forever
I feel I’m hopin’ and prayin’
Things between us don’t get better
Men steady comin’ after you
Women steady comin’ after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don’t wanna respect boundaries
Tellin’ you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I’ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon’ fight
Oh yes we gon’ fight
Believe we gon’ fight
We gon’ fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don’t even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin’ lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin’ girls before you
And they watchin’ everything I been doin’
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain’t you
Ain’t true
And they won’t show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon’ fight
Oh yes we gon’ fight
Believe we gon’ fight
We gon’ fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you

Oh oh oh oh oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you babe
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon’ fight
Oh yes we gon’ fight
Believe we gon’ fight
We gon’ fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon’ fight
Oh yes we gon’ fight
Believe we gon’ fight
We gon’ fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you

Skin

Thursday, May 17th, 2007

I luv this song alot…very meaningful

  Alexz Johnson (songs from Instant Star) - Skin

Song available: (click me) - Skin

I drift away to a place
Another kind of life
Take away the pain
I create my paradise

Everything I’ve held
Has hit the wall
What used to be yours
Isn’t yours at all

Falling apart, and all that I’m asking
Is a crime, am I overreacting

Oh, he’s under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I’ve got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

What you had didn’t fit
Among the pretty things
But never fear, never fear
I now know where you’ve been

Braids have been un-tied
Ribbons fall away
Leave the consequence
But my tears you’ll taste

Falling apart and all that I question
Is this a dream or is this my lesson

Oh, he’s under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I’ve got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

Oh my permission to sin
You might have started my reckoning
I’ve got a reason now to bury him alive
Another little white lie

I don’t believe I’ll be alright
I don’t believe I’ll be ok
I don’t believe how you throw me away
I do believe you didn’t try
I do blame you for every lie
When I look in your eyes, I don’t see mine

Advertising Award 04

Tuesday, May 15th, 2007

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Tesco3

Description: They used one of those 3d surfaces to make the seafood look alive.
Agency:
Agency BBDO, Bangkok.
Headline:
“Always Fresh”.
 

Title: MCDONALD
Mcdonald

Description: Extra thick milkshakes from mcdonalds are here.

Title: BLUECROSS

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If you see this symbol, you can see the word "ADOPT"

Hou Ren - Dui pak

Friday, May 11th, 2007

Justin Lo - Hou Ren / Ho Yan

Song available: (click me) - DOWNLOAD

Yeok tam yeong ji but wooi giu hou but suin joei tou hou
Dan ngo dik noi joi mei but gao mei dou na juk yee ji hou
Tam wai yan dong yin hou / Seong sao ya hou pou
Mou noi dook yao boon loei man chin lou
Moot yao seong pui tong lun gah nam hai tiu mou
Wai dook dong ngo see tou

Yan yan chan gan ngo / Mou yan jang duit ngo
Mou yan guan wai see soei dai peng mai chan woh
Ping fan jeong ngo lou guo sap goh chee ngo
Ching dik sat joi tai doh

Yan yan goo lai ngo / Mou yan keng mou ngo

Seong seong gek lai bit yan joon ching yit luin see hao wai har ngo

Jeong dook jao / Mou yan ngoi ngo
Bit hak ngo

Bing moot ji hei soh yao lou sei ji pui jok ji gei

Yuin yi gan ngo sai sou luin ngoi cho jit bou zhue ngo wooi sei

Tam yuin ching toh hou sao dou jeong ngo pao hei

Cong loi moot lei wooi ngo hei yui bei

See nah moh ping fan ying ho yee loi dao hei
Tam ching ling ngo sam sei / Yao dak ngo sei

Yan yan chan gan ngo / Mou yan jang duit ngo
Mou yan guan wai see soei dai peng mai chan woh
Ping fan jeong ngo lou guo sap goh chee ngo
Nei gooon but dou na moh dou

Tin dou but lei ngo / Lap sam goo lap ngo

Ping fan dik yan yeok tai kap ching fan bin hin dak but pui moh
Nan dou ngo hon but dou yin fong jing see kit goh

Yao dak ngo / Mou yan jang duit ngo

Mou yan guan wai see soei dai peng mai chan woh

Ping fan jeong ngo lou guo sap goh chee ngo
Ching dik sat joi tai doh

Tin dou but lei ngo / Ling ngo seong ching cho

Gam ching see loi ji yao yeok jeh sou sheh dik bei goh

See sat seong wai sam moh but pak dou toh
Shuet chuin liu ngo but mei / Soon ngo

TRANSLATION
Good Person

Appearance wise, I’m not attrative or likeable
My inner beauty is also not good enough and I’m not proud of it
Character wise, I’m of course good, my arms are nice to hug
Who knows there are only passerbys asking for direction
Never want to dance with a boy-next-door
Only treat me as an associate

Everyone comes close to me, but no one goes after me
No one cares who is the most amiable
A person as common as me passing by, ten others are like me
There are too many love rivals

Everyone encourages me, yet no one admires me
Always encourage others to love wholeheartedly and I’m abandoned after that
It’s like a curse / No one loves me
Don’t scare me

I never lie to myself, all the best friends can only remain as friends
Willing to pour out their love problems yet it’s so hard to hug me
After having love lifes they adandon me
Never care about my happiness and sadness
Such little things can be quarrelled about
Loving someone makes my heart die / Let me die

Everyone comes close to me, but no one goes after me
No one cares who is the most amiable
A person as common as me passing by, ten others are like me
You can’t contol everything

Even God doesn’t care about me / Intentionally alienates me
Is it that common people are not worth of meeting love?
I can’t see clearly the current situation, will it be that this is the ending?

Just leave me alone / No one goes after me
No one cares who is the most amiable
A person as common as me passing by, ten others are like me
There are too many love rivals

Even God doesn’t care about me / It makes me think clearly
Love is a sad song written by the weak ones
In fact why can’t I have a date?
After all it’s because I’m not pretty / Believe me

My Baby Neo is B.A.C.K

Friday, May 11th, 2007

Yahooooooooo… !! My baby is back. Everything was fixed ALRIGHT! Yeah. Those complains that I’ve made such as:

* To check engine noisy-belting
* To check dashboard noisy-vibrations
* To check front RHS door Not align
* To check wiper

They even helped me to clean my baby’s body and mirror and even vacumn everything. Seems like my baby is totally NEW. Although side of it got alot of scars-la…shhhh..

Mum helped me to drove back home. And paid back her which cost around RM115. Thanks Mummy!!!!

Today, I drove to work. So happy. Past 2 days, I didnt have the chance to drive. But I did not speed ok. Many of my friends told me to "lap yau" after the 1st service. It makes your car goes stronger and more power. But..halo! Eat petrol de lea. Each month pay for petrol also RM200+ (-_-") duh. Yup, not easy to owe a car.

Back to my life…

Recently, saw john online at 6pm. But I didnt chat with him. Everytime I saw his name appear in my screen, I will go gan cheong. I wish I could be normal. Treat him as my fren. But cant lor. Ex will always be ex.

Mostly I told all my stories to my bro. He’ll always be there. Listerning and giving me alot of space to breath. Thanks Bro!

Just yesterday, he sent me one sms. Saying "Remember da times ah lou spentwif u? All his effort n money means ntg now. We all luv u n care about u. Help urself, luv urself. Be happy, dat’s all we hope 2 see. U always look pretty when u’re laughing. Dun let john take dat awayfrom u. I hate seeing da stressfull n sad u.Coz it hurts me too."

Bro sorry. I didnt mean anything. Making u sad sad tim. Sorry. Yeah. Dat time Lou koh really spend alot of his time and effort to cheer me up. Helping me to forget and forgive what john did to me. I even try. But it seems helpless. I know If I couldnt stand up again, who would help me right? I tried to be strong in times, but when I’m 90% heal, John will suddenly appear. He will call me or fwd sms me or even on9. I neva have at least half the year to be by my own without getting his news lea!

I dunno why I so sat pai also. I keep all this things mostly to myself. But once, If i really cant tahan, I will either find my bro or my close friends to chat with. Cuz I know they will be 24 hours by myside.

Bro even said "Good. Treassure n appreciate da 1 in front, not da past. Dun throw dat person away if he’s really good. Coz it’s not easy 4 2 person 2 be 2gether. Learn 2 luv n understand 1 another. Fullfill da dream i ddint get 2 =) Be da happiest girl alive, hugs."

After this msg I received, I already know what to do. Thanks lotsa bro.

Yesterday nite, Dou came to my house and he helped me to translate some of the mandarin wording to me. Then, we went to mamak to have our supper. From there, I asked Dou. Do you get jealous when I told you about John thingy? He said yea. (Well, I know I’m asking those silly questions. But at least I wan to hear the answers from him truly). Then I said, John probably dont have any GF. I’m not sure. If he asked me back to go back to his side, and IF i did, what will you do? Dou said "Come, I help you slice off your roti canai. But in the end, he still didnt gave me any answers. He said "I know you wont! Cause you love me one only". I smiled at him eat my roti.

Like yesterday, I tried to track john down at Friendster again. He told my fren dat he didnt play friendster. N here, Yea! He’s new user. That means he juz registered! Anyway, I dont think he can track me either. Cause I changed my email and if he did view me, Haha.. he can’t see what I wrote. Cuz I set to 1st friend user. Not open to every/anyone. Clever huh? Unless, last time if he smart, he bookmark my blog. Then he can onli read. I dont think he’s so free lor. Yes No? No? No? Yes? No? Yes? Wui.. I dunno la.. I know, last time Justin’s death, he got read my blog. Each blog I post he also got read. N that’s why thru there I know he’s pretty jealous of Justin.

Yea. Mayb I should appreciate Dou more. Consider about him better. Though he’s uneducated and poor financially. But if he got a good heart, why not huh? I dont greedy for money like some of those girls is. I just greedy for Two things. Love and Trust that the guy can onli give me. I know if the guy is well finnancial, you wont face probs together even you are married and start to have a family. I just hunger for love that’s all. All this well, I dont get any. Yeah. You get it when the 1st time you go dating. It’s sweet and romantic. But after a long time, when you ask for this and that, you probably cant even GET IT! Cause he/she already is your love life, he/she wont do any more things to make you happy like before liao. I got Love from one of my ex before. That time I worked at China Town. He’s quite nice. When ever I throw tantrums at him, he will call me or get to me and solve everything. He wont leave it aside and pretend nothing has happen. Great guy actually.

Like Dou, when once I really angry at him, he came to find me right infront of my house. Else he will try to reach me. Reach me till i answer his phone. Waited at me at the padang to see one baby neo - coming back. He’s nice also. Usually I wear those black thing bracelet. He make one for me. "X" at the center and craved my fav name and number at both sides "xter" and "8367". Yesterday I finally said the word "Thank You" to him for making one bracelet to me. He looked at me although like shy shy type. I said "really. really thank you. I love it very much". He said he wanted to make another better one. Cause the previous one is 100% black. Like cant see a thing". I told him. "Dont make another one. One is enough. Is pointless if you make alot for me. It’s not the matter of the look. It’s matter of your heart. The heart you wanted to make one for me. You are the 1st guy who make me stuff." (appartly from my ex, who maked me a card that can open and open and open till the small card)

He looks so happy and smiles so sweet. Yea, I just telling him the truth. Like John thingy. I know he get jealous when I told him about John. Who wont right? For me, I might get super duper zillion jealous. But I dont wanna keep things behind him. I wanna share my happy and sad stuff with him also. Once he even called me and said he was happy that I told him everything. My life, My past and everything. That time he bought me one big pack of asam boi sweet. Then I told him that - so long, and finnaly today John msg me.Told him totally everything.

Yea Bro told me if I cant let go of the past, dont start new one. It makes the opposite sex hurts and later might have arguments or etc. At 1st, I reli though of getting with Dou so that I can fully forget about John thingy. Know I was doing a wrong choice. Dou even said "If you said you totally forget about john, you are just telling a lie to yourself". Then I asked him "since you know I cant fully recovered, how come you still love me har?" Then I dont know what he answer me adi. I did told him to leave. But still he’s standing infront of me.

Because of this silly things, I cant even do my work properly. I already try hard not to mix with private and working stuff together. Huh.

Wow.. luckily tomolo is saturday. Atleast I still got 1 and a half day to rest…

[B.A.C.K again]

Dou told me about Jun Fei things, when I told him that Jun Fei looks sweet when he smile. He said:-

Dou: Remember the 1st time you came over to my house? Regarding  about Ah Mei’s car?
xter: Yea
Dou: June Fei said "That girl not bad (which is me, cause just me, Mei and Arjun). Got tattoo de lea." Then I said "then u like her?" Then Jun Fei said "people got Arjun as boyfriend joh la" Dou said "Arjun not his boyfren la"

Wahh… I told Dou.. since when this news spread so fast har? I tot Arjun like me was before I went to PD? Wahh…

No wonder last time when I told Dou about Jun Fei, he suddenly told me "I dun like to mix with him de cause he can get any girls he like, cuz he’s tall and leng chai". Yea true also. Haha…