Been going out since after Chinese New Year. As I said earlier, Last year I face alot of problems. This year also the same.
Here goes…
Totally forgot this day. But it’s a very very big day. Been traveling to rawang two times. From 10pm-7am (I mean 7am onli i reached home, and the next day i need go to see my neo) But at 3am, end up at balai polis.
That stupid mother fucker useless grandmother phoned the polis la. Told them we make a lot of noise. HALO! I went totally mad and shouted at her until my whole body shakes. Not shake because i’m afraid. It’s shake because I was over angry.
Reached balai place, and Phaik Bee give a report. Regarding to take back her car. Everything finished at 5-6am. Police told us that we can go back to take the car and the rest of the things at 8am. I couldnt stay long, cuz I have an appointment at 10am that very day. But since Jufee came, I bet no problem already.
One more thing, Two of the police asked me "What you work as? What’s da size of your waist? You got partner? You got boyfren? (esp this question on boyfren, he asked me 3-4times adi!!!!!!!) Can i be your date? What’s your phone number? Can i see your phone?" To shut one of the guy mouth, I said "You tulis ur number for me la. Then i call you". Wah.. he looks so happy. Faster write down his number and kept saying "Kena panggil I ye, Kita pergi dating. I jadi you punya partner boleh?"
PIT CHIK la me. On hell he thinks I go date policeman ar? Somemore is malay? What he thinks har? I’m the LOVER EATER of karnivor la. I eat everything that is meat. I’m not omnivor, which eat both veggies and meat la. I did save his phone la, but didnt call him. But his looks is quite handsome also. Not bad. 3 of the policeman, most handsome is him liao. True factor.
Everything was settled, but mm gam sam. Cuz of the grandmother, taking knife to threaten Bee’s sista. Walao. She’s not using parang, but it’s small knief cutting veggies wan. Sei mou. She wan to fight also show those stupid things. Maybe she damn old liao. If I didnt went back, I think I’m going to kill her liao. Else, If she’s daring, Come and slash my skin la. I fear of nothing! Weird things is, those police didnt stop the grandma. Maybe they got rasuah liao.
On 6 March 07, my fren called me up while I was working. Asking me for help. She told me that she received a call from balai Selayang saying her car knock down people and ask her bring her car for check up to prove that it wasnt her car. I promised her that I will be there to drive her car to balai. Cause I’m the one who got the license, though I dont have the skills to drive manual. Since she’s not afraid, so why should I?
Ar Jun fetch me. I took like 3-4 hours off dat time. Went to meet Phaik Bee’s godbro - Jun Fei aka Jufee (Not sure is this his spelling or not, Cuz I dont even know him). Okok.. I got to know about him when he got into a gang fight at pri skool dat moment. Saw him hitting this guy until blood flows. That time I was onli primary ok. Through there, Onli I know his name. Didnt hear anything about him until… recently.
While driving here and there, we end up at Jufee’s house. He very zhat fai wan lor. All of us talk rubbish. Just today, I know how’s Jufee personality are. He’s friendly actually. Maybe depending who you are. But if you are his enermy, U prepare a coffin for your ownself ba. And then, back to the car thingy. Got 5 of us that moment. Phaik Bee needed me cuz I’m the one got license. Jufee one’s xpired. But in the end, pusing pusing, den I told her I needed back to office. Cause since they still planing whether wan go or not. Or go Sentul balai or Selayang wan.
Then I better bek to work ner. Work for me is important lea. But if they reli on that spot goin balai, den I will go drive liao.
Reached office 2-3pm, without having my lunch. Ya.. Without my lunch. N i got gastric when I reached home. Tried to eat, but still feel the pain. So I ate 2 gastric medicine. Later mum gave me one stronger ones. (Actually hor, If i got gastric, I eat 10 GASTRIC PILLS oso no use wan lor. The only thing is, I need to go to sleep. The next day I sure feel better one)
and another thing…
Some of you might know that I still luv John eventhough I broke up with him a year and a haf. He did asked me back earlier January this year. I just told him that I need some time 1st. Cause that very month, I face alot of things. My godbro - 1st and 2nd bro - planning of shifting room and house. Then usually accompany them mostly. And when CNY came. I’ve been getting back home real early. 4-6am onli I reach home. So you say la, Early or not?
Well, regarding about John thingy. It was 7 march 07, I got a feel that I wanna online. Hopefully to meet John thru MSN. I tried online at mobile. But didnt see him. Totally Disappointed. But dunno why I suddenly want to online at computer again. Saw my ex name. So I went offline mode.
Pop! John’s pop up menu said he’s online. I change to offline to online mode. Hopefully he will msg me or something. And he did! I was so happy. Just chat a while, and he went offline and we continue chatting thru sms. As for my ex, he sure see me and he msg me also. We also have alot to chat too. Then I went offline, cuz I am too sleepy adi.
While lying on my bed, I still playing sms with John…Until, he told me that he got one gf adi started on January. I was sad and angry. I angry cause that very month, I got the opportunity, but I told him to wait and let me think 1st. But since I didnt give him any answers, he tot he dont have the chances liao. He should know that I luv him alot. As some of my close frenz and godbros can see that my luv is just him onli. Ya, They say I’m stupid. And that very day - they all proved me stupid!
Eventhough I felt hurt, for waiting him to come back for so long, I still wish him and bless him as well.Since broked up with him *ya, all my fault for behaving so stone and say the word BREAK UP-LA* I still continue to love him for 1 and a half year. I also dunno why I dont give myself chances for other guys.
Infact, when they came near me even more, I sim lan hoi even far. Sei mou la. Now onli I know how my ex felt, cuz i’m like having in his position now. This is the balasan I get la.
I cried inside my room. Sms my fren. She straight away called me, and say she is coming over. They actually just reached Jalan Alor. And this is the 1st time she gulped her Chinese Tea Ice so fast.
They reached my house at 3am. Cuz i offline dat time also around 1-2am liao. I told them I wanna go Aman Puri 1st. (I wanna go there to buy SKL) Phaik Bee said, actually we are on the way there, cause we know what you want. Ar Jun bought 2 packs for me. Phaik Bee sat behind together with me, hugging me. And that’s make Ar Jun as a driver for the journey. I xplained everything to her. Cause from the start, she knows something about me, but didnt know everything. After telling her, she got angry, and start playing sms - to JOHN! I dont even know at 1st. Cuz she used her own hp to shoot john with vulgar words for making me living in so much pain.
Straight went to small genting / "siew wan theng". We smoke, I cry, They drink. 3 of us living in the same pain. Same story. But Phaik Bee’s one is much more terrifying. If I am in her place, I think I should have dead by then.
That very night, i really smoke alot. Somemore, I went gastric also. Kept sitting down the whole day. Phaik Bee dont allowed me to go home, She reli mm fong sam, sked I think alot more. So I overnite at her house. She even gip me gastric medicine for me. And that’s make me ate 4 pills in 5hrs time. We smoke and talk everything, listern to Justin song. Eat groundnuts, mentols, cig SKL, till those kindergarden kids woke up and preparing to go to skool. MY GOD! It was 6am already.
And at 8am, I wanna fall to sleep. But Phaik Bee’s mother talk with me till 8.30am. I was absolutely going blur. Eventually I took a slight sleep. 1hour onli.
But I woke up at 9am. Supposed Ar Jun come and pick me up, (as I took half day off) cuz I need out by 9.30 to prepare my bank load for neo.
But he’s still sleeping! I went panic! Called him so long. Even both of his phones. But no one picked up. Luckily after a few missed calls that i make, he finally woke up and will come at 9.45am. So I continue to sleep back. (That’s make 1hr sleeping time lor - somemore I need go to work de lea. Imagine I was so sleepy that very nite. But after the news, I totally woke up straight)
While fetching me back home, I slept at his car abit. Close eyes and rest awhile. Sudden Ar Jun said "Izzit I turn into the wrong lane?" I open my eyes. BLINK BLINK!! MY GOD!!! WUI! WAKE UP! MY FATHER DIDNT BUY THIS ROAD OKAY. It’s a one way road la. Arghhhh… Those cars also sim hoi us. And is the 1st time I came across this road, using people lanes, Like I’m the King of the road. Laughed myhead off.
Both of them quite worried about me. Telling me to just forget him. But actual fact, I cant. I also dunno why I cant. I tried. But still I cant. Like he’s actually part of my life. Is like I’m surviving just because of him also.
I choose to sms Phaik Bee that very night is because she thinks differently from others. Her thinking is like abit of Justin also. If I talk to some other people, I will get the same feedback, but she’s totally different.
But this road is I choose wan. Maybe GOD just wan to test me out or maybe this is planned by GOD. Who knows? *tired*
Then on 08/03/07, meaning yesterday la. 3 of us went to Kuala Selangor. I make a living space for little one. Oh ya, and we bring along the two monkeys. Yan yan and mei mei. Yan Yan kept telling me "Yee yee, i wan bou bou" (meaning, i wan u carry me). When I told her go to Mei Mei there, she will say "dont want dont want. I wan yee yee bou bou me" And that very night, I carry her alot joh. So heavy, somemore want me to carry her. When everything settle, we went back to kepong to send the children home to sleep 1st.
On the way back, Phaik Bee ask me can I drive or not. Cuz Ar Jun looks like driving while sleeping. Yea. Talking about him, you know ar. The other day (dat same day we went small genting), goin back at 4am++. I was sleeping behind the seat and suddenly went over a huge hump! Baru I realise Jun was sleeping while driving and he hit the kerb. Wah lao!
Halo! I and Phaik Bee want to die onli. And please la, If you wan both of us die, Give us die perfectly la. Dont later, langgar and my eyes open in hospital and I see those lights and feel those stupid pains. I felt those pains before la, I dont wan feel 2nd time. If want, Just go straight to die. Dont give me half alive, half dead.
continue back…
OK! i said. But not now on this curving and darkness road ok. After certain of KMs, he straight park at the side of the road and sat behind.
My god! This is not my father’s road ok.
I was so panic. Been looking behind to see got cars or not, cuz i need to eat back the main road. And finnaly, I turned out. Yahoooo!!!
Oh ya.. I’m driving my frens car - manual one. Somemore consider brand new. Driving manual is fun actually. One hand touch at gear, the other touch at the stering. Cuz after 1st gear, you need go to 2nd gear den straight 3rd gear. Everyone laugh when I change gear, my stering will also go turn and make the whole car turn either left or right. So dangerous. Even the slope, the car kept moving behind. Luckily no car.
And the 2nd slope, there is one brand new kancil behind me. I fuck off! I said "Sei lor! Can someone tell the kancil to shift the other lane ma?" Then Phaik Bee pull the handbreak for me. It makes much more easier. Now I know. Haha.. From sg buloh, I drove back Taman Sri Sinar.
And when parked the car, i just got down leaving the door open so wide, and the car key just stuck at the hole. Leaving the window open and the aircond also. Sei Mou. I totally blur liao.
After dinner, we went to Phaik Bee’s house. Tuck her 2 monster in bed la. Baru we went to Blue Junction. I went inside with Ar Jun to find Xiao Bi. Well, hopefully Phaik Bee will get the job here - at least la.
This also intro by her godbro also. While waiting for the gurl to come out, I smoked 3cigs in 15-20min liao. (Telling the truth, I started picking up smoking recently. I also dont know why. I like SKL even more.
But it’s very very very damn light. So no worries. I just like the mentol smell onli. Afraid I might go back to my old style - smoking habits. Been smoking alot when going out with them. So I dont even need to eat meals liao, cuz smoking for me consider full liao.)
When we wanna leave, the gurl came out liao. Then suddenly Jufee came also. After everything settle, Jufee went inside and 3 of us decided to
leave that place. Funny thing was, i tot Ar Jun is behind me. But den, Jufee came down and touched my pony tail (I tied half of my hair up high - real high) and say so cute. Actually hor, he also can tie de lor. Cuz his hair same length as mine also.
While talking where to go next, I squat down - feeling reli reli reli reli xxxxxxxx sleepy. Wui..2 days, I slept 1 hour onli lea. How to tahan? Somemore I’m working the next day also. Then Jufee came at my behind and play with my pony tail again. Wah sai! Sei yea. I turn around and pinch him hard, he still dont wanna let go, So I decided to get up and kick his leg hard. Baru he let me go.
Jufee : Wah! Kick me la. Come, Kick again.
Xter : Dunwan. Let me Pratice on kicking people perfectly 1st.
(Jufee looks at his Tai kar Jie)
Jufee : She kick me woh.
Kar Jie : So How? You kick her back la.
Jufee : You know I mm sai dat fight with girls de la. Mei, You help me.
Phaik Bee: Okok..But… she’s my dear dear, I dont dare (hug xter)
(Xter laugh)
Xter : You dare kick me, I cry like yan yan then you knoe.
(Everyone laugh)
Reli reli beh tahan. Needed to go back home joh. Ar Jun force me to drive back, if I want to go back.. Walao! He reli aint sked dat I’m going to crush his car lea. Good! This friend I like the best. Haha. And from Menjalara, I drove back to my house. Really enjoy my day, though is very tiring. Slept at 3s’thing…. snoozeeeeeeeee…
Haha. But the uncle puji me say I’m good in driving. [Fly High]
