Life is Death

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As what I have said earlier, begining of March I will block her if she didnt leave my Friend List alone. Seems like she is just like a cow. Maybe she thinks I’m having fun with her. But sorry la, I no time to play with you la. And you’re the one should grow up.

For abit closer look, here…

Serve her right, Play with me la. Stupid! U think I’m like other gurls har? Dare to play DARE, but dont dare to do? I dont even afraid of dying la! B.O.D.O.H!

But hor.. I tested out blocking. It useless. Doesnt make any sense. It doesnt work actually. Not like MSN, u can block people, and the people sees you in offline mood, where else you’re actually in online mood. So, what I can do is just delete this fucking bitch contact list. I dont need to view her ba. Cause she is non of my business starting TODAY.

And just one thing I wanna tell guys and gurls up there. If anyone that read my blog regarding about this Bitchy Life, you guys sure remember I posted this comment before.

Kenneth give me a comment right? Actually is from the bitchy PEGGY who force him to type such words de. She really no "dam" la. If she’s not satisfied in the "Lame Xcuse", she can just leave a comment wut. Why in the hell, she go tell her exboyrfren write har? She dare to do things, but dare not admit things. This type of gurl sure get balasan one day.

Please..

Please dont talk about Cars to me anymore. I have a terrible headache thinking about my neo. My dream Neo. And suddenly, my dream is so easily swept by the fucking wind.

I know some of you wanna help. I called some agent/dealers. They told me is SOLD OUT! For SATRIA NEO 2006. So, please.. Dont ask me “how is your neo?” “Call this number” “You call, maybe got lea” “I let you know soon” “maybe some other places got lea” “why buy neo lea? why not myvi lea? - nah..this question…because of this question, i fuck many ppl liao. I repeat. I HATE MYVI! ok. So, dont ask me regarding bout STUPID MYVI *sory for drivers who drove MYVI, ppl got different taste. I dont mean to insult so badly”.

HALO!

I know you guys wanna help me, but it’s over. I called PROTON ok. They say no more adi. You think your agent/dealer will count me cheap and give me 2007 version ma?

I dont want to put high hope on hoping this anymore.

Real mad about myself and my family.

Now, i learn to be smart. Neva share everything with parents. You might lose all!

So what if I have my savings but dont have my dreams coming true??

1st Object is Glide –> Click here for view
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Last Year, 2006 I have experienced alot of things. All also negative stuff, and Still I force myself to go thru those stupid long journey.

What’s The Negative?
- Fren pass away (The most suck up ones)
- Ran away from home (been arguing with parents most of the time)
- Working problem (fren has been telling me to leave the company I was working at the moment)
- Break Up Moment

Is like all the things that came in suddenly. I couldnt handle all, but bit by bit, suddenly all over. I felt relief later on.

And this year, 2007. (Same like 2006 - around Chinese New Year season), everything was going so smooth. And suddenly things happens again.

1st thing 1st. I planned to buy a car this month. This very MONTH! Went to Proton dealers, and the person incharge told me that the car I was looking on 2006 - was all SOLD OUT! I blurred out. Fuck Up. Mum was like "OH Is It?"

Then dad called up. Talked to my mum. Later on, Mum told me that Dad dont advise me to buy Satria Neo. I was like "WHAT??????"

He said, I hardly see this Satria Neo. And it’s advisable to buy either Kelisa Or Myvi. FUCK YOU GUYS! I hate MYVI so much, and he’s telling me to buy MYVI? HALO! I’m buying my own car, and didnt ask you guys to pay for a single CENT for my car. If buying Kelisa, Then I rather go and buy Kancil, cuz it’s the most cheapers rate compare to all ones.

Suddenly, I hate them REAL MUCH! Car plat, they wan to take control on it. I planned to have 8367 as my car, but because it ends with 67, my parent went pantang. Why parents is old fashion wan? Brain was like 60’s. - Kolot! My bro, was like planinng to buy 6767 or 6969 also.

I felt stupid for telling them that I’m buying a car. I should keep it as a secret and do it myself, with my friends help instead. Somemore, I dont even need my family to be my geranto at such age and salary. Now I totally regret that I told them about getting a car and waiting them to help me. And because I wait and wait, SATRIA GONE LA! U say I wanna FUCK or not lea?

And while watching show that very nite, (after i knew about the news of satria that afternun), I cant even concentrate on my show. After I got this sms from my fren. She was in financial problem and needed my help. It’s not that i dont wanna give a helping hand to her. I did helped her previously, but she didnt pay back me. And I didnt ask back from her also. I just forget the sum and earn back my money. Is she thinks that I’m designer and have a higher salary? And izzit she knoes I’m buying a car, and she thinks I got alot of money also? I even asked her, is I lend her the sums, when will she return back. She answered me "I dont even know". MY GOD! Now I’ve been thinking, should I or shouldnt I?

I found out lots of Advertising Ads @ Award today. Wanna Post up here. But stupid friendster blog, cuz limited onli 50 photos per mth.

*Yea, Unless I pay for the monthly blog la*

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Zhor Yat

Blur blur woke up at 4.30pm. Tooooo sleepy liao, cuz the other day slept at 6.30am lea. But out again to my fren hse to pai lin again. This time saw her two baby gurl. Grown up liao. One is 3 yrs, another one is 1+ @ gonna be 2 yrs. The 1st daughter look alike mum. Single eye-lid. The 2nd one, look alike father. Real cute and pretty + chubby also.

1st daughter is pretty tough. Very self protective. If you question her something, she will answer and will going to slap you. I noticed her movement earlier. And when she wanted to snatch something from her cousins, she will snatch it and say "thank you" and ran away. Funny right? I talked with my fren, saying "your eldest daughter is very cute la. I bet when she grow up, and intend to be a snatch thief, she will ask the old lady by saying "Please, I want to snatch your handbag (after sntaching, she will say) Thank You (and ran off)" And when skooling period, the teacher sure ask her "what is the answer for this question Ah Mei?" Ur daughter SURELY will answer the questions, AND slap the teacher also. This is the 1st time I came across with such a person. Really polite, yet self defending most of the time.

This is the 1st daughter. She kept screaming "Dont Take My Picture!!" And her mother said "I took already, SO?"

They started to gamble from 11pm-3am. I didnt gamble. Either watch them and watch TV onli. One of her relative is very funny. He s’times will "hai hai" his card at me and say "zhu lui". (Piggie gurl). Like bringing him luck to his card.

Went to Yum cha at CC mamak. Yum till 5.30am. My god. Time past so fast.

Zhor Yee

Woke up 8.30am. Get pack up and went to Kuala Kangsar for holiday. The trip was.. OH MY GOD! 1st thing 1st, I dont even like going back there. Talked to my mum, that I stay up at kl. I can look after my baby and fat^fat. But she gave me some kind of xpression. Alright. I put one full bowl of veggies for baby, and took fat^fat to KK.

My aunty cooked my fav food. Siew Yuk. Yummy. I told mum to get the receipe from my aunty, so that next time my mum can cook the same taste for me.

I dont wanna talk about my day at KK @ Perak. No mood when i rethink back the whole journey. Only me and my sista xperience those kind of moment before. N besides, I fuck up with malays at the rest area for some stupid fuck small matter. Idioto. *attn, for my malay friends who is reading this, I’m not talking about your religion kayz. Its just that this stupid fuck up family, ass itchy, keep on mumbling and saying stupid nonsense that doesnt make any SENSE at all!*

Fat^Fat traveling again to Kuala Kangsar, Perak.

Zhor Sam

Back to KL. Took 8 hours to reach KL. This kind of hours, I can reach to Terrenganu already la. But it’s better to drive slow rather to get an accident right?

On the way back KL, He fall asleep.

Reached home at 7.30pm. Smsed my friend that I reached home already. And 9pm, I rushed out again with my godbro. Catch a late movie Norbit. Real Tired.

Zhor Sei

Meet my Kai Jie today. Wah.. Been 5 years I neva meet her joh. This is the TIME! Li Hane reached earlier. We talked and chat for so many things. Like catching up each other stuff. Even talked about Justin’s death. Li Hane knew some part, cuz I asked her before about the crystal bracelet that Justin gave to me. N to Justin! Happy ONE YEAR!!!!!!

Zhor Mmm..

Go and have my EPF printed out. Cuz proton dealer needed it as a prove. And yup.. I’m goin to buy a car soon. ~ Hopefully. I wont be going anywhere today. I needed a nice rest, cuz tomolo I start working arrrr….

A sudden woke up from Kit’s sms at 8s’thing am. He told me that he’s going to fetch me to have lunch at 1pm together with friends. I replied him after I woke up at 10am. But because the rain still keep on pouring, so the meeting was cancel and I continue to sleep back till 1pm.

~ so song…. can sleep sleep sleep…

I pushed myself to clean my room as tomolo is the big day of chinese festival. Throwed some of my stuff - cuz is no more important to me adi. Even throwed some nail polish and my ONE old specs.

Here is my nail polish that i collected so far.

I barely used them now. Mostly use is the front part *view* cuz it’s from Elianto and when you applied it to your nails, it went smoothly. Skin Food nail polish also not bad. Make your fingernails stay stronger abit.

For my specs, Now remain this two onli. Throwed my old guess specs already. Cuz got calar calar at the cermin there. *sad sad sad*

Use this specs for normal usage. Like working or at home only.

This one is when going outside. Cuz the power is abit high.

After 2-3 hours cleaning my small room, I prepared myself to have a family reunion with my relative @ puchong. So happy can meet them back ner. My aunty cooked delicious food for us as well.

Nice lea?? Yea.. those prawns are soooo BIG. *yummy* Bad Ah Peng. He knows I dont eat veggies, he go put some veggies at my plate somemore. - Bullie me. But then hor, he got gip me eat prawns also. We even took pictures together as Ah Peng bought a new digital camera @ canon cost RM3K lea. So rich!!!!! It got the zooming effect one. Like my Nikon F65. Mine one, I need to put film, where else Peng’s one no need. That’s very cool lea. The pixel/dpi is real sharp.

Here’s our family reunion dinner:-

And most special thing is that - Aunty gip me angpow!! *jump jump jump*

Reached home at 11.30pm. And went out again. Before that I went to reload my prepaid, but to my despair.. ALL SOLD OUT! Piss off.

You know if you have phone and without credit in it, it’s the most SAN FU thingy to go thru. Both my 016 and 012 is totally out of credit. I know I can redeem points thru 012 but I dunwan. Cuz xpire date is 2009. I still got a long way to accumulate it.

Went out with Phaik Bee, Ah Jun and Kah Wai. But 1st thing 1st, we went to Phaik Bee’s house to pai lin. So yit lau. Those kids totally forgot who I am as I wore contact lens that time. I got 2 ang pows from Phaik Bee…What to do? Newly weds woh. Geezz.. And got angpows from her family tooo… Total got 4 angpows liao. Thanks Thanks alot!!

Went to fetch Kah Wai. I kept thinking. Who is Kah Wai?? I know his surname, but forgot his looks liao. When reached his house. I still cant remember who is he. He is so tall. Phaik Bee said "You wan me come sit behind with you not?" I say "Dunwan.. This guy looks handsome, I wan him sit beside me". When he coming nearer to the car.. ARRR!!! I remember him liao.But he forgotten about me. He takes something to figure me out and at last, he said "you’re the gurl who wear specs right?" Haha. We all laugh. Everyone change I guess.

On the way back to Aman Puri (we intend to buy cig and my reload card), kena block at Sri Sinar. One of the police shine the torch at us. SHIT! Luckily we didnt drink anything yet. Police say " Semua IC keluar". They open back boot. See whether we got carry any firecrackers or watever call HARAM things. Haizz..

Reached Aman Puri 7-11, I asked for reload. Ah Moi, semua sudah habis oh. MY GOD! I started to mm song liao. So I told my frenz, jokingly, Is there any Digi centre around here - 24 hrs ar? But since Phaik Bee goin down to get cig for me at the mamak stall, I asked her "Wui..sun pin ask for relaod card". She said "you dont sampat la". Then I replied " Maybe mamak got sell lea..High tech ma". When she’s back, she gave me the cig. Cuz earlier I told her, i quit smoking already. If I smoke back, I will get headache liao. So she bought me this cig call SKL. Pinkish packaging. Strawberry flavour. Real nice packaging design. I like it. I said "SKL? Sin Ka Lan?"

Funny part is, Phaik Bee smsed me earlier saying after 11pm, will go yum cha. Instead, we went to Planet Hollywood. My god. I dont even know we aregoing there. No wonder la, she prepared so many packet of cigs. All together got 4 packs.

Entrance was free for ladies. Guys need to pay up. But the person incharge say "IC please". Duh! IC AGAIN! 2 timex kena liao. And even choped my hand "PH" trademark.

Well, at the begining, those songs are not that good. Phaik Bee and I got cocktail. Guys have their beer. This cocktail is better taste then last time I went to bangsar one. Sweet one. But I can still taste the wine/beer. Started my new pack of SKL. Taste real "bok". Meaning Light. Really really light indeed. But the mentol taste high. Really really really mint. Nice cig actually. I dont even feel headache *cuz sooo bok la..how to pening?*

We started to dance. Three of use, went up stage and dance. One malay guy dance with Phaik Bee. After the old song gone, new song coming out. The same malay guy asking me to dance with him. Two hands out to invite me. I said "no thanks" and keep on dancing.

Later on, we went back to our place. And after 15 minutes, we went up the stage and dance again. The malay guy still keep on asking. I ignore him. Then Kah Wai came near me. N i dance with him. Maybe the Malay guy tot Kai Wai is my bf. Cuz we even hold hands and dance. And he sim hoi. Then his fren, pad at my shoulder. I turn around. His frens like telling me "Come On, Chill". I just "ying zhou? them.

Went up again for the final round. This time, dancing with Ah Jun. He kept holding my waist. And suddenly he said "sorry ya". I say "No prob man. It’s fun time!". We dance closer and closer. N sud, no more music liao. Timex out. They off at 3am!

Back to our place. Ah Jun say again "xter, sorry ya". I said "you say too many sorry liao, You say again, I gotta slap you". Well, he just heartbreak, and intend nothing. Just wanna cheer him up onli.

Worst still, when no music, I feel sick. Now, I started to got real headache and wanna throw up. Rest awhile, and went to Kepong to have hot drinks.

I walked wing wing, blur blur. Those chinese youngster kept looking at me, cuz I couldnt walk straight enuff.

I order air suam instead. After drinking a couple of sips, I started back normal,though is san fu abit. How I wish I could just vomit out, and that would make me feel better. Even told them "You guys har, just now say yum cha.. but end up yum zjou in planet hor." Phaik Bee said " ya ma, Yam cha in sense of western herbal tea". I kena Cha Tau

4.30am liao. We went to Chow Kit. Kah Wai neva have the chance to see those whore. So Ah Jun took him go. Reach Chow Kit almost 5am. Wow. Some is sexy ones. Those boobs like droping out. One of the aqua, her/his boobs, so fake until One small, One big. MY GOD! Their skin is so damn smooth. Kai Wai say "Halo gurls" Whore kept saying "Gong Xi Fatt Chai" ANG POW! ANG POW! Yelled in a nyaring voice. Goshhh.. His voice…….

I rather prefer him to go bisu. His voice is so rough.

After a long day, we decided to went back home. Poor Ah Jun, cuz he need to work on Sunday. 8am, he gotta wake up. Somemore, he’s the driver also. I accompany him to talk, back two person went sleeping. Flash back memories of Justin.

Cause, both infront couples were talking and awake, but back behind 2 guys were sleeping. Luckily, my sleeping limit time was over. So I am still wide awake to watch the roads. Reached home 6am, and tuck in bed around 6.30am.

Good Morning!

Just read her blog…

She would like to have a tattoo, but was disagree by her mum and her boyfren. Izzit so wrong to have a tattoo? Will you ever regret after being urself tattooed?

For me, NAH!. Though is almost goin to be 2yrs. I still never regret of what I did to myself. Infact, I’m proud of it. Especially if you designed it by yourself.

I dont even like if one family said "dont mix with her, cuz she pierced alot and having herself tattooed" Bad gurl. Bad bad gurl. But hey! Luckily till now, I havent come across such parents. Else I die.

We are not in 70’s or 80’s liao la. Come one. Wake up. See the new trend. Even now, small kids have HANDPHONE and know how to say the word FUCK. World changing liao la. *disagree*

1st Day!! Angpow TODAY!!

I very syok liao..

Guess who give me one???

Haha.. Cant guess??

Is June.. Yup.. My Art Director.. (of cuz is June la.. Who else? I adi wrote big big next to the angpow there). And I’m the 1st one who received it from her too. That’s a Happy News right?? So.. That means.. I’m THE FIRST PERSON who got the FIRST angpow from JUNE after she got married for 3YEARSSSSSSS!!!!

Wah… xter jump jump jump - up HIGHHHHHHhHHHHhhhh….