Life is Death

This afternoon, I watched The L Word season 3, The 3rd DVD, episode 10.

Alice was in love with Dana, even they broke up last season 2. She was like insance, but recovered after a very long period. Her mind, cant forget about Dana every secs. But since Dana have breast cancer, She broke up with her current GF. Dana went back with her lesbian frenz (group). Alice was always there, taking care of her. She was so nice to Dana, eventhough she already moved on with her life.

One night, when Alice was having fantastic dinner with another women, Dana called her up TWICE. Alice rushed back to her house, and saw Dana was not feeling well. She was cold, so sick.

Alice immediately called the doctor, and straight away sent Dana to the hospital.

While checking everything, Alice apply lotion for Dana, Lip balm, and talk to her. The last word that Dana talk was ‘I LOVE YOU’. So did Alice talked the last word to Dana as well. The same 3 words.

Then, Alice goes to the nearest grocery. Buying some food and drinks. While she was waiting her turn at the counter, there was a few ’single’ flower, which runs with battery. She open the ‘ON’ and the flower sang:

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine,
You make me happy,
When skies are grey,

You never know dear,
How much I Love You,
Please don’t take,
My sunshine away …

It was so cute. The cute voice. The movement that the flower made. I laugh abit, cause I didnt saw this kind of things since i grew up. (Now you can see is, playstation for kids, computers bla bla bla - that will be high tech, even cell phone for kids too)

While she was walking back to the hospital, Dana left her very last breath. Doc tried to save her. It’s like the very minute, while doc was saving Dana, Dana’s fren was doin:

- Jenny and Max was trying to patch up again
- Kit and her boyfriend, sleeping at the bed and was talking.
- Tina was involving relationship with her guy and betrayed her wife Bette.
- Bette was on a bus, coming back to LA
- Shane and and Carmen were having sex that moment.
And bla bla bla..

Dana left teh world that moment. Alice reached, and saw everything was taken out from Dana’s body. Doc told Alice everything. She cried. Squatting down and cried, and the flower sang the song..

I’ve been wondering whether should i try out contact lens again? I’ve tried once before. Probably earlier of this year, Trying for a month. But I’m not quite use to it.

It makes my eyes dries. And make me uncomfortable as well. Probably I’m not quite use to it that moment, cause it’s only the begining of trying contact lens.

But when wearing it, I have alot of difficulties. Urm, probably just ONE. I’m like facing how to different shape the Top and the Bottom of the cons. I know One is showing like a smooth part, another looks like a plate. But still it’s hard lea. Everytime when i thaught..ahhh..this is the smooth area, but turns out to be the PLATE area.

That makes my tears roll down my cheeks many many many times. I would spend at least 1 hour to fix the cons to my eyes. But if I’m lucky, It would only took me 5-15 mins. But this lucks is not that often. Mayb ONCE or TWICE!

See la, How stupid I am!!

I wanna trying to wear it, so that next time it would be alot more easier when I dressed up in parties or some special places or maybe Frenz weds as well. And visit Justin as well. Give him see my new looks! (sure will frighten him off that time)

Well, see how la. I always say say, then dunno when will do d. Like doing embroidery. Till now, suddenly I lost hope to it oredi. But today?? Cons come back.

Here, the pictures: 

Well, I’m not saying I’m pretty ok. I didnt admit it either. I would rather be use the word "CUTE" than pretty.  (ps:// this picture has been contrast and channel mixer @ photoshop)

Yest went to Bandar Utama with June, Cause she wanna buy a watch for her husband. A watch that suitable for people who likes going fishing. See la, how june so love her husband ^_^. While waiting for the lady to wrap her present, we went some little window shopping. I went inside radioactive (luv tis brand - very much). Saw one skirt. I like it very much.. so i’m waiting for the skirt to have discount now. Cuz it cost around Rm60-70. Wanna save money. Dont wanna waste it. hehe.

Anyway night time, still raining. Uh! Around 8.30, fui sun came and fetch me go to D’Fortune. Devi then fetch Fong Yuen. We arrive 1st. *Yeah* (Is this kind of competition?? haha..just kd)

Then Nick called up. Opss.. This guy is very gd lor. He fetch me home after i met Tse Ting Fung lea!! I knew him thru this Friendster oso. A very nice guy. He invited me yum cha, but i was out wif bro that time. Told him to join oso, but he pai seh. muahahah.. shhhh… else he kill me later. Then Yest he called up, i was out with my frenz. I’m sure he oredi sein joh. Cuz each time he ask me out, i oredi out from home joh. But I promised him, next time definately will goin out with him joh. SORRY ARRRR….It’s my fault!!

Ok, bek inside to D’Fortune…

We order our own steak. I eat lamb, Fong Yuen eat Fish Fillet, Devi and Fui Sun eat the same thg, kinda name D’fortune xxx ?? Their steak is like, prawn, chicken and lamb, including 2 sauce. Very Very big plate. The plate can at least put one Ikan. So imagine how big is thier plat. But overall those steak is quite ok to me. Somemore it’s not that expensive like Block House or something. Regarding Fong yuen, she said the Ice Lemon Tea is so Yucks. Like drinking Ambi Pur. I have a sip. Reli yucks.

Then we are planning for Fui Sun coming burfday. So got 3 choices for her. Either Clubbing, Eating or goin K. She wanna go Eating, But me and Fong Yuen wanna go ZOUK!!!!!!!! Cuz i’ve been nagging wanna go ZOUK for such a long time edi. Nway, depends on the Burfday gurl. Cuz she will be the boss that time.

Then, the cake arrive. We sang burfday song for devi. Those two waiters came, help us light the candle as well. His lighter fire got color d lea. Don’t play play. Fong Yuen puji sama his lighter. He looks kinda proud. Then as we sang the song, The two waiter oso join us to sing. Wah… Got ‘hei Fun’. Somemore one of the guy gave a present to Devi. Good lea?? So if u wanna c’brate burfday, go to D’FORTUNE!! U will get at least a present over thr.

Devi eventually make a wish and  blow off her candles. Cutting cakes. And remaining 2 for the two guys. When we left, Devi ask the leng chai, nice or not the cake? He say very nice. Wah… So fast eat oredi woh!! Are they actually working or just curi makan eh?? hehe

Later, we went to menjalara’s playground. Near the Spicy d. Then we take photo from our phone. Hard to take 4 ppl’s head lea!! When snap oredi, sure one of our head gone missing. Or maybe cropped from the screen. Mostly is my stupid head. Then my hair pointed at either Fui Sun or Devi’s face. They say, ‘Wah, Sharp lea’. eee..Sorry.. Cuz i’m using wax that time.

We took alot of photos. Hands, Legs, Faces. Then, Fui Sun Capture video between me and devi. Devi was turning 360 degree around a tree, and i joined in. And we make position. We are like kinda those slut that dance at the pole. Like those bitchy thinggy. Laugh our head off when saw the movie clip.

Then we oso took picture of us kissing. haha. And pictures of us at Frames as well. Suddenly 4 guys came. They play basketball AT NIGHT! What the heck!! Pls la, go bek home sleep next time. But, later Fong Yuen told one guy, help us take pictures of four of us. U know what the guy did?

SNAP! and faster gave the phone back to us. And it’s BLURRRRRRR!! Will four of us going to eat him up?? Nah.. We cant even telan him.. haha.. Bad la me. But eventually after he took at least 3 times, the 3rd picture is ok lor.

After so late, around goin to be 1am, We went bek hm..Realli happy that night..

Actually can upload more..But Stupid friendster blog, dunno what happen..ughh..

Well, got one blog which intro by my sista…Neva imagine she will look fo blogs to read. haha.. Somemore she told me this Blog is the highest vote in S’pore and Asian

Well, of cuz i decided to log in and read about her life then. Well, can say she’s friendly and very active gurl. She’s definately straight into stuff. If she dont like the person, she will just say it at her blog. She dont reli mind whether the person will read her blog or not. It’s good to be her. Cuz she’s a happy-go gurl (to me)

Urm, not that i say that is good to talk behind ppl’s back. But at least u didnt speak to him/her in face to face, at least can write at blog, and the person will understand what he/she did. Rather then keeping to urself and share it with others fren privately.

Then this blog, she share alot of things. Not onli about her, but about her frenz, and other things as well. My sista told me, she even share how to use makeup. Those technique and everything. But of cause i’m not at that stage at the moment. I want slow slow and impress on her blog 1st. Thx sista intro this blog to me.. hehe..

Somemore, she’s very very pretty… And recently her fren born one baby gurl. Very pretty. Still can see her nerve..This is what she said:

“My friend Joan gave birth to the sweetest little girl!

It’s so weird coz I’ve been seeing her with that big tummy for a long time, and suddenly it hits me that there is a life inside.

Capable of growing into a full adult and actually giving birth herself. Gulp.

…. ”

Ok, i wanna check out his blogger and his multiply oso.. Having so much fun now.. hehe**

psst… wanna see her?? She’s pretty and hot, abit plum perhaps, but overall she’ s ok ya.. Check her out at http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/ (Actually, i sked to lost this web, so better put it at my blog - incase)

Okiez gurls, Part II coming..

Well, of cuz i still havent habis baca her blog ya.. Juz log in her another some xiaxue is a superstar. And I found out, some is intresting eg:

She DISLIKE (Gosh, now i found out that mac dont have toolbars for highlighting and Bigger Font Size!!)
• PERIODS such as - her boobs becoming smaller after having her period, periods, having to wash stains,missing a period and worrying if pregnancy is looming!! (this is such hate-able)

• the guy she likes liking her best friend, her best friend liking the guy back, they being together (haha.. this is such a jerk eh?? But for me, i oso dont like..who would uh?)

• people who put married on friendster but are actually just attached (this laugh my head off, cuz i did that to my fren frendster account..haha)

• people who do not say bye when hanging up (this is quite rude sometimes)

But compare LIKES and DISLIKES, haha.. sure she wrote LIKES more ya.. Very intresting..

And last thing is, i found out from her blog, is this singapore note, her fren make her laugh man.. i laugh as well..

Today i open the door. Cause June on leave. Guess what? When i step inside, got something fall off from my head. I was so surprised. I thaught june put something up to surprise me. But when i look at the floor, gosh! I saw one big cockroach, running away to the sofa. I faster switch on the light, and the aeroplane dunno went whr oredi. I’m in a shock that time. Dunno what to do. After 30secs, onli i dare to move. I squat and see where did it ran, and cant find IT! I faster go into the studio.. ‘hark soh joh’

Then when i wanna bring out my hp, i notice i didnt bring it out. Sh**. 1st time i didnt bring my hpn to maxi. Then somemore toay i promised my bro that i will accompany him eat lunch, cuz he’s off for a week. But then, i forgot my phn. So me and Wykie decided to order delivery piza. Lazy to go out for lunch.

Ringgzzzzz… Vincent call up. Asking who on leave. And he came to office a while. So me and wykie do the mag ad. But not 1hr, he left the office. (I think so). And then baru bro call up office. NO CLIENT CALL TODAY LEA! Wah cheh..

Then mum call my office number. Asking izzit i forgot bring phn, cuzs he heard ringtones. urghh..

And when lunch, while eating at sai gong, i order fried rice. Then suddenly i saw one cockroach’s leg. A very tiny one. I show to wykie. Wykie say is ikan bilis. I dont belif. Cuz it’s absoloutely cockroach’s tiny leg. Cuz got those sharp sharpy coklat thingy. Then bro saw, he say it’s cockroach leg. wah lau eh!! Puii puuiii… yucks..

Then the person, fried another fried rice for me. I thaught wan to cancel joh. So sh**

So, when cockroach fall down from ur head, it’s a very BAD LUCK!

Today i work alone. Then this client call. Then that client call. Then this client call again. And he send me the file at around 12pm. Gosh. He need it by tues. So i decided to do it on Mon then. And another client call. From 10’sthing he called till .. u guess la. I was eating at near 7-11, the chinese restorant. Then this client call again. around 1.30pm. I accidentally cancel off his call, and then he neva call back, so i dont give him a damn at all. I continue my lunch.

Back home, i was so sleepy. So i decided to have a short nap. Instead, i woke up around 6 s’thing. Gosh. I faster prepare everything. Bath, gel my hair, spray, make food for baby. Prepare the timer as well. Faster rush to ktm and haha.. goin to steamboat man!

Very happy, and decided to took a cab instead of bus. Reason? Lazy to walk. Reach thr around 7 something. Almost 8. Around 9pm, everyone has arrived. But we oredi started to eat. Loon, haha.. he seems like coming back from ipoh. Cause he says he coming now.. but he came after 2hrs. Haha..

But we have alot of fun. And the most happy thing is, i got to eat the steamboat man. Not onli steamboat, we got something like korean grill as well. And suddenly, i kept asking for water. water. and water. Using a cup, i can drink coke, then pour sup, later water. Too thirsty joh. Then loon say ‘u r, not healthy. Sure stomache. But i didnt. I feel good oso. haha.

Stayed thr until 2s’thing am. And eventually decided to go home. Called my god bro. Supposed asked loon at 1st to fetch me hm. He’s ok wif it. Then around 8-9 s’thing, bro call up. Told him i was at my fren hse eating. Then we decided, after the dinner, yum cha wif him. Neva knew we went yum cha at 2s’thing till 4s’thing am.

N when i got hm, cant sleep, cuz baby keep making alot of noise. Still quite awake till 7am. Decided to off the light, sent baby out of my room, and then i concentrate on my sleeping. But instead of waking up at nun, i woke up at 12s’thing pm. Huh. Probably, later i will go to sleep again.

But sat nite, i reli have a great time. Thx frenzie!!

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