Life is Death

well.. Been a week since i’m at yagoona. Huh. Life here soooo.. bored. So cool. Cuz spring time. N it’s after winter. So windy. The 1st day i arrive here, i slept d whole day n night. Sleep- Cold, Eat-Cold, Watch Tv-Cold, Even typing this blog, my hand is so cold. Huh. I’m at uni now. Library uni. For public to on9. But here no Msn. Huh. So i juz check up my mail. How’s Maxiimpact huh? How’s Millenium?? Huh. My sis say, she gonna make a workin visa for me here. Means stay at aussie. But.here’s so cold. N summer so damn hot d. Yuck! My life sucks. Always spend my day watching vcd/dvd esp. Later goin to buy a TV Cable. Been eating outside food, such as chinese restorant, and domino piza. Den muffin..and d biskut call ’shapes’ yum yum*

So glad john finnaly make a call to me. Nicole told me dat John been trying to find ways to call me up. Dat time john help me reload RM50, den he called me. 1 min charge 1Ringgit. So xpensive. N i call him oso 1 ringgit. I mean thru digi line (which use at aust). Den dat night, v spoke for 7min. They charge me 21.xxs’thing. Gosh! 1st time i use until RM21!! N even 7 min. SOOOOO XPENSIVE! Luckily my sista bought me card, so i could use it at public phone. That same day I called John, i wanna call nicole as well. Den a guy ask me to gip him 4bucks. Which i dun hv money at all. I told him i got no money. But he still keep asking me. OMG. Den i faster hung up d phone, Can’t call nicole joh. N he still waiting for me.. Actually he want 40cent. But i dun hv any aussie cent/dollar with me dat time. So i told him, i’m truly sorry. N walked away. I’m so sked. N d next day, I want make a call again, the door lock got lossen, n jammed! Shit* So i hv to stay inside d hse. Wash clothes, Clean d hse.. do this n dat.. N mainly, I bath, i got shiver n den sneezeeeEee.. In my sista hse, cant on9. Laptop movin slow, den no tel 9.huh.Bored. N here they sleep so early. I use d DVD to listern to INitial d, n those Edison songs. Mostly I’m happy is dat eventhough digi can’t send sms dat time, Thx 2 john, nicole n justin. They accompany me. Esp to john. He send sms to me, saying gd nite. Muacks! But reli a million thx oh..But now since i got the Vodaphone num, I can send bek sms to em joh. Wah.. so happi joh. Urm, mayb if i finnish my phone card, I hv to go out n buy my own. Dun wanna let my sista knoe. I still hvn’t been out 2 d city/town yet. My sista workin. N way, i muz bek to msia b4 8 oct joh. Got sumething to be done. Den need visit my uncle joh. But outside so windy n so cold. I hate it. hate it very much. Make me hvin flu always.. even 24 hrs man!

My sis been buying me choc, den sweets. One of the sweets here so mint. So yummy. I luv eatin mint. But .. now i’ve been thinking, wat should i buy for my colleague huh? ahem… I dunno. C wat i can buy. Justin wan ah moi. aussie d. But i dunno whr to get for him. Den nicole wan warmback. To protect it’s own ass d. aiyayaya.. Den john.. he got me joh. So no need think about him. Aiyaya.. Juz now my a b send sms to me.. sayin he’s at albakar. Nanti he kena bakar joh. hehe. Kd. Airghhh… so long.. I mean, i need to wait until oct. I’m goin to cold like hell here. I hate cold. I pref malaysia better. huh..  Btw.. john john say he bought me sumethin joh.. ahem.. he say got meaning d. He wait me bek, den both wear 2gether.. he dunwanna tell me now, juz a clue, which is for hangging mobile d.. Make me so gan cheong joh.. yum yum**

2day last day joh… Veli miss everyone. Duh. Miss Maxiimpact Ppl.. such as Vincent lor.. Cuz he’s d one alwyas treat us. Eat western la. Den bring us to Sing K at redbox, drink beer (eventhough i no drink, but i smoke - juz a bit onli), n den eat restorant, den bar, pub.. yum yum. But no nice go there d. Cuz i’m a gd gurl ne..Den will miss Sufi ne. Miss him say ‘hi dear, Hie everyone!’, den suddenly he will sing ti ti ti .. Crazy Frog song ner.. So funny d his action. So, if i listern to Crazy FroG, I will remeber him d. Den ah Bi LEH. He like to see Ichiro. If he saw Ichiro joh, His wil.. stand up d! Dun play play o. Den he intai Ichiro .. Intai not tukar baju. Is Intai thier bra strap. See wat color they wear. He like goin to toilet oso d. Always rush to toilet.. den sked vincent n nicole will fight toilet wif him. Mornin leh, is Vincent fight wif him..den he go inside leh, haha.. Tar…Kei onli.. Not TAR FEI KEI leh!, den Noon, after lunch, Nicole will figh wif him oso. But of cuz gurls win ner. Den for June. Ahem.. Our art Director o. Dun play play. Cuz she always scold us d. Bla bla us.. Not bla bla bar ler~. But she gd oso. Cuz she can teach us things. Since she’s here, she teach us techinique n design skills, colors..n many many more. She gip a gd guide d.. Den she can gip us tar kei. 2day i past thru to the Menjalara Lake garden. there goin to held Tanglung festival. But falls on 10.09.05. Wish I can go. But i cant, That time, i will oredi at KLIA joh. urm.Cuz dat time went wif boy, for Chap Goh Meh. He bought me ice cream, den suddenly they let out fireworks. Wah..veli veli d nice ner. Cuz infront of us oso. Veli veli big. So bright.! Den tonite I’ll b goin to k.sel catch fireflies joh. But bek hm, i need wash my clothes 1st. Hopefully dry everyting on sat. Urm.. juz left one thing. Is battery double A. cUZ I wanna listern to CD at plane, which got sum of my fav song i’ve downloaded.  Cuz d flight take roun 7-8 hrs. So yum kung. Tom Yum Kung. N my ass will pain. Den i will yell ‘ngor keh si fatt shang ling mong chung momoki ar’.. Tis sentence.. haha! Juz my close ppl will knoe wat i’m tryin to say. Den i will put d pinky blue doggie n boink boink into my tiny bag. Let em see aussie ya. Den play wif gaul oso. Ahhh…Miss everything. Den one more thing.. If i really study.. Huh.. breakin up. Cuz vincent n sum of d ppl got ask me d. Say if i study there 2-3yrs, sure will break up d. I oso dunno. Wat will u think leh boy? But i knoe u can wait d. Cuz i juz trust  u this time. If he’s fail, soli lor… Hopefully once i got back, everything will change. Hope he will b a caring, loving n wonderful man in my heart. Same as well as Nicole Boy boy ya. They goin to get married loo.. den born a baby for me.. Opss.. i mean, they will start a family, den born babiesss.. den i can b GOD MOTHER! I swear to god, i wont do any swearing ok. I wan d baby to learn gd. Ok la.. i wan do my work joh loo.. I saved everything joh.. such like my college design, den my xperience at Millenium Creative Box, The Gold Mice n mostly Maxiimpact. Thx!!! N hope Nicole luv her new job oso ya.. Hv a gd road as well.. N will miss me as well oh.. Rber sms me if got time ok. Cuz i dunno wheater my sis will gip me a sim card ne.. Wat do u wan?? I buy k.. John john, wat u wan? U wan love love ma? I buy red red for u d? ok? But i knoe u dunwan. U wan me safe arrive at KLIA. ah b ah b.. i gip amoi for u ok.. juz photos.. see lor.. i get sumething for u d this time. everyone .. GAMBATEH!

Tis mornin, my art director june, say hor.. If i no eat sandwiche, i cant get 2bucks ne. Yerr.. :(  Means she paksa me makan o.  :( :( whahahaahah!!!! Ltr i makan. Den throw away the cucumber. Cuz ah may make d leh. yum yum~ But den i gip justin eat. haha. Oh.. got one day hor, urm.. Tis week oso d. Dat time very teruk o. John thaught wan take plane. Wen i knoe d cost is 260 bucks, i tell john no need cum lor. Veli xpensive. Den Nicole say, If John got heart he will take plane n c me d. Den I told nicole lor, i sam tong o. Den she say u rather see him spend d 260 to oth girls to hv high tea cafe? Den i oso got sam tong. aisks. My life sooo.. I oso dunno how to say. Den Nicole say. If like dat leh, I got no KFC to eat joh. WAH~! I double sam tong o…. No KFC eat woh. whr can o? Den yest John bek joh. Nicole ask Y he bek geh? I say ‘he dun wan spend his money on airplane, he rather keep 2 money..kiansiap d la’. Den yest, he bring me go to p.mlm cheras d. Cuz i say i wan go walk walk. He tipu d. He say will buy me one sandals. But eventually no d. But i oso dunwan use his money. I dont want USE GUYS MONEY! den yest oso, i saw his hp gallery. walau! He picture a girl leh. I mean he curi curi take a photo of a girl. TIEW* Den he say is fat fat take d. I belif ma? Cuz if fat fat take joh, ltr see, sure del ge la. Or transfer to his phone. d. Aisks. All guys useless ge la. Tar Fei Kei GOT LA! Hopefully after this mth, i return fm aussie, he will change lor. If he still like dat. Sorry la~ Not my type joh. He did sumething very wrg n hurt my life last time which i will neva neva ever forget! So, see la. This very very last chance is depends on his life joh. I will not giv a damn shit to forgive him anymore.

wah… seems so fast the time past. ahem. got 3 days left joh. Now wed onli. Yest got d news n bad news. Gd news is john bek kl TODAY!! So happy. But bad news is.. ahem. He sad sad ne. cuz i no reply him bek thru sms. He say i bullie him oh.. whr got o?? I sek sek oh. If i bullie him, awal awal sudah bullie lor. This mornin Nicole haf day. Aisks.. Maxiimpact cant lose her man! No wonder my heart this mornin pain pain ler.. cuz she’s not here. Den she need go here n there cuz her aunt cum joh. I tell her to tiap her aunt’s money. muahahahaha! I’m so bad. Bad gurl. But bad gurl baru nicolat want me o. whahahahaah! So hapi. Now i wait her bek, CUZ she owe me KFC yum yum~ Den yest eve, my kaki langgar d gate. So 2day i very hard to walk. Very sakit. Blood flow.. Bathin.haha..i wan yell man! darn! Dunno y nowadays i sleep evenin nap. Too tired. Dunno y. Mayb last few days i keep on saving my coll’s work. Like lack of sleep. Hope 2day got KFC 2 eat. Ok la.. I wan go bek to do my job loo… tata!!!

Yest bek hm loo.. Den do my work. I mean save my coll files to CDs lor. Den too tired go to bed sleep sleep. N woke up after 2hrs. Den continue 2 do my job lor. Thaught wan watch d dvd Nicole lend me d..But too tired joh, so mayb 2day i will watch. But 2nite got 2002 woh. Den got desperate housewives. Or mayb Wed i watch ya. Huh.. 4 days 2 go joh.

Den yest nite, John wanna fetch me to KLIA. i asked mum permission, she sked sumething happen in d car, den make me kenot go. Den i told john lor. I told him no need cum lor. Cuz he at Kuantan now loo.. So if he just come here to see me at KLIA, seems like a waste for him lor. Sumemore travel 8hrs to n fro. Den he ask me, i got marah if he no go ma? I say ‘i will think u dun care me d lor’. But in my heart, I understand ya’. But still i wish I could see him lor. 1week no see him joh loo. den plus my 1mth. means 1mth n 1 week lor. Huh~ If he no cum, hope he gip me a call lor. So i wont b too bored at d airport.

Suppose today is my last day of work. But i wanna work till d day im goin off. If 2day i stop, i will spend my 4days at home doin nuttin but playing wif my fat fat. den see walls. Aisks… Life sooooo… boring. Finish reading nicolat blog. Feel touched. Cuz she wished sumething on me during d fireworks v watched 2gether. Thx a lot honey. Yum yum~ But i’m so bad. I din wish anything. aiskssss… xter a xter. xter so useless ne…. huh~

ah b ah b arr… he arr.. always play play game o. Sudah kalah, tak puas hati d. Den kalah, he wan cekik ppl. me n nicole very takut him cuz v r sitting at his left n right side. So, one of us must b kena cekik fm him one day. haha** If he no play game leh, he sure in d msn d. He tell gurls, he dun wan b a cat, dunwan b a dog..But deep down in his heart, he wanna b a….. ahem! dunwan tell. Juz maxiimpact staff knoe onli.

Ahem..start 2day i wanna countdown joh .. No gan cheong at all. Dunno y.. Juz feel wanna countdown onli. Den last friday nite, went to neway sing K. Ahem.. many ppl.. all sing those chinese song. Den they all like fight for mike. ahem. I juz go there like teman em sitting down. n z oso. aisks.. This is d way they help me celebrate my farewell. Den ppl go sing S.H.E. Fucking hell man. SHE in my farewell? God muz b damn d person who choose d song joh. So shit man. Mostly shit is singing those mandarin song. Huh. Pls la. Next time wan sing, dun call me la. Den one of the girl say my fren. Yuh. No big no small la her. Huh! Dunno how to do d la. All still young young. stupid d. All dat girls sudah angkat d la. D food so lousy. Redbox more better. So gd can go wif my boss. More happiiii.. Aiyak.. Over joh la. Dun wan say joh. Ambil fuck d la. aisks.

Den my coll now. Huh.. Till now dunwan return bek my money. Tipu d. Say ask me wait 1/2yr. 1/2yr over joh, still delay. Now september la. Den i hv to go aust. Huh.. Wan gip, say gip la. Dun wan gip, say dun wan gip ma. Wat a tooootttt collage.

Den yest i went to Midvalley. Dat day i hv AV. Den wen i bought one shoe joh, i suddenly wanna faint. cuz mayb too weak n cumin to heavy for 1st day. I almost pitam. Cuz wen walking, i see black black joh. Huh. so san fu. Ltr i went to delifrance n sat on d sofa n zz there. Really kenot tahan. Feel like vomit oso. Den feel so hot. Huh.. Hate d lor every mth.

Den..john john a john john.. How’s ur arm joh? Muz b still pain pain there o.. I’m not bside u.. u muz take care ok..

yeah! september cum joh. Nicole n me goin countdown loo… countdown fm 1st-10th ya. ahem. Then, mayb yest veli hapy, so make me 2day get up late. Reach office roun almost 10 joh. Shit lor. ah b fast fast call me. den i fast fast say i’m prepared n goin out joh. den arrive at office, i wan open n close my eyes.

2day goin 2 do web again looo.. but be4 dat, mayb do oth job 1st. Den now i hapi hapi eat lolipop. Ltr eat joh, i eat d sweet without panda. Yum yum. Aiyak.. head blank joh. Dunno wat to say. John john yest call. den v chat chat chat. Chat tis chat there. N chat… ahem….. chat till 21 century.

Yea..2day goin neway looo.. v sing sing song song… so hapii nerr….yum yum*