Life is Death

Huh.. dunno wat make me feel like writting this down. Juz search bout my ex profile. He use my old email acc but put as 67 after my username. He knoes 67 is my lucky num as wel. N his nickname in frendster is my shortname to pronounce xter which is x’e. Y he still love me like b4? Y he dun wan find othrs gurls? Y he just wan to think of me? Y he tattoo his neck as an xter of wat he has promised me last time v use to date 2gether? Y my ex gimme 5k n dun sked i just ran away wif his money last time hye earned it? Y he trust me? Y he put location in aust? Izzit he really wan to get me back? Wat so special bout me? Wat i knoe, wen i bcome someone gf, guys will neva treasure! They just need more and more. Think bout themself! But since i left dem, they wanna get bek to u. Y my ex dun wanna let me go?? Should i give him another chance?

I can’t sleep lately. Even my boss ask me, wah.. u do ot until wat time? Y ur eyes like dat wan? No sleep ma?.. ask where, when, wat, who and how. OMG. Sore throat.. ulcer.. my lips cracked… tis and that. smoke until my lips so dry. every day oso think org kg! do org kg! online online n online.. N wen online… r’ber my ex…

Wah lan leh…2day early mornin hor, I read newspaper leh. Den saw an artical… It says a puppy (must someone who hv no heart, dumped d pup at port klang) hv 6 legs.. den xtra penis. Means 6 legs, 2 penis. It’s a cannie. So cute..So adorable. How i wish I’m at Port Klang now. Cuz dat puppy now  - at one chi temple. They call him Lucky One. I wan to catch it and bela lehh…

Yuh..2day so amkok oh..I putih putih gip ppl marah.. Dat hell translation la. Not my fault oso. Luckily, he call again, saying i’m not involved. Yerrrrr… World is so unfair. N somemore.. Y my ulcer still got pain pain wan??? How long much wait 2 get heal 100% de? Huh.. Make me can’t eat hard things. Make me cant talk much. But yest more worst. But still eat curry meehoon. Apa boleh buat? Got kerang oh.. Yum yum. N somemore wan look at internet… Internet to find who wanna work as designer. Yuh. Who wan work ar?? Work work work.. No sein de meh?